HELLO MY NAME IS LORRAINE, IM 30 YEARS OLD AND SINGLE..

I AM ASKING FOR DONATIONS TO GO TOWARDS ME TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH A FAIR LIVING TO PAY TOWARDS COLLEGE FEES FOR MY NAIL TECHNICIAN COURSES, TO HELP TOWARDS GETTING  A LITTLE BUSINESS STARTED, SUCH AS MOBILE NAIL TECH, TO HELP TOWARDS THE BEGINNING OF A HAPPY LIFE TO GET A PLACE OF MY OWN.

I AM GOING TO GIVE SOMETHING BACK, I HAVE DECIDED SINCE THE 26TH OF NOVEMBER THIS YEAR TO GIVE UP DRINKING, SMOKING AND SEX FOR A YEAR! SO HAVE STARTED IT. ITS HARD BUT AM WILLING TO STICK TO IT ALL THE WAY.  NOW ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE TOLD ME I CANT DO THIS AND NEED PEOPLE BEHIND ME TO ACCOMPLISH THIS. I AM GOING TO DO THIS AS I WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON.

I WORK FULL TIME FOR 190 POUNDS PER WEEK AND I LIVE IN A SHARED HOUSE WITH A FRIEND. LIFE IS OK BUT NOT MOVING ANYWHERE AND THINK THAT I NEED TO MOVE ON. I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY TO TRY TO GROW ANY FURTHER THAN I AM NOW AND FEEL STUCK. I CANT HAVE A FAMILY DUE TO HAVING POLYCYSCTIC OVERIES AND NEED TO BE SETTLED AND LIVING WITH SOMEONE FOR TWO YEARS! I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LONG ROCKY RELATIONSHIP AND THIS HAS NOT HELPED. I TRIED TO KEEP IT GOING BUT HE IS AN ALCOHOLIC AND BEEN ADDICTED TO A CLASS A DRUG FOR SIX YEARS. WE HAVE BEEN ON AND OFF FOR OVER TWELVE YEARS AND I DO LOVE HIM. I CANT KEEP TRYING TO FIND 'THE ONE' UNTIL I CAN SAY GOODBYE HENCE WHY THE YEAR OF NO SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS. I TRIED SO HARD TO KEEP IT GOING..

I WAS DRINKING HEAVILY MYSELF AND SMOKING TO STOP ME THINKING OF MY FAILED LIFE. BUT NOW I GIVE MYSELF A SECOND CHANCE. IT IS HARD AS I THINK OF HAVING A CIGGIE AND A DRINK ALL THE TIME. IM PUTTING ON WEIGHT BUT  GOING TO THE GYM TO HELP ME..

I AM CURRENTLY WORKING FULL TIME IN A CLOTHES STORE BUT HAVE BEEN IN THE ARMY AND HAVE FIVE YEARS EXPERIENCE IN DRIVING. I HAVE NEARLY COMPLETED MY FIRST COURSE OF NAILS AND PAID FOR THIS WITH MY WAGE WHICH ALSO GOES ON 60 POUNDS A WEEK RENT, FOOD 30 POUNDS A WEEK , MY COURSE COSTING 65.00 A MONTH, AND JOINED A GYM FOR 35 POUNDS A MONTH  THEN HAVE A VISA WHICH I TRY TO PAY, THIS IS 500.00 POUNDS. I HAVE OVERDRAFT WHICH I LIVE IN WHICH IS ANOTHER 500.00 I HAVE NO SAVINGS.. I AM TRYING MY UPMOST BEST TO GET IN LINE AND YOUR HELP WILL JUST LET ME LIVE A BIT BETTER.

I AM 30 YEARS OLD AND REACHED A POINT IN MY LIFE,,, ,  I DON'T ACTUALLY HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH MY MOTHER, MY FATHER WAS KILLED WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. I RAISED MYSELF WHEN I LEFT HOME AT 16, NOT HAVING MUCH OF A CHILDHOOD. I HOPPED FROM PLACE TO PLACE TO LIVE WITH OTHER MEMBERS OF FAMILY. I NEVER SETTLED AND DECIDED TO GO INTO THE ARMY. I CAME OUT WITH A CAR WHICH SOMEONE WROTE OFF. I GOT 2,000 POUND WHICH

I GAVE MOST TO MY EX OF TWELVE YEARS AS HE CRASHED HIS OWN CAR. DIDNT WANT HIM TO GO FURTHER DOWN THAN WHAT HE WAS SO GAVE MONEY TO HIM TO GET HIM BACK DRIVING AGAIN. HE NOW WORKS AWAY ON A MOTORWAY.

WE ARE FINISHED. AND IM PICKING UP MYSELF AND GETTING ON WITH MY LIFE